There are some people in your life that you care about them so much and like to help them, make them happy and having happy hours with them, but having those people around make you anxious and uncomfortable, when they go, you feel sad and worried, like a big hole of emptiness inside and you forget how much they were making you miserable, all these events makes you confuse and you trying to understand it, but nothing changes!
I have some of these relatives, they are not normally in our home, they live faraway and every 3-4 month, they come to our house and first feeling that rush to me is pleasure and make my heart beating, but after a while that excitement goes away and differences appears very fast, my love to them tries to make it right but always we end up suffering and we fall apart again,
Like it or not, we can’t tolerant each other and we have to stay away, but it doesn’t change the fact that the love between us!
So! I still have hope!