Giant snowman

In our city winter was always the same, frozen weather, no sign of snow, maybe a little, which any of it never remained even for one day for us to play, of course for everything, there was some special years.

The story of poor frogs!

As a child I personally wasn't a bad and troublemaker girl, but about my little brother, it was a different story, he and his nutty friends used to hanging around the rivulet and searching for any kind of creepy animal like snakes, lizards, frogs or turtles.

It is just glasses, not a big deal!

Since I was a kid my eyes couldn't recognize some staff in distance, in school, at the class.

It was just a game!

As a kid we were very creative for inventing games, for us making games was a game itself, mostly because we were four teenager in a big boring house with our toys and nothing else, we had to stay indoor expect for yard that was wide and it had a balcony and gardens around it!

Our most favorite game was going to yard and pretending to be businessmen, each of us had a store and sold whatever he or she wants! For example I had a bakery and I made bread for my sisters and brother, my elder sister had a green-grocery shop and we were buying fruits and vegetables there, my brother managed a grocery and my younger sister was in jewelry business.

Sometimes we switched our jobs or picked different carriers! But nevertheless we did our best and we were committed to our profession, maybe more than adults, toys were our work stuff and we used to trade some as money.

It took hours and when it was lunch time, my mother used to call us and we realized it was all just a game not reality! 

Maybe I should stop …

Talking a about love is a difficult matter for everybody…well specially me, because I never had an actual love in my whole life, sometimes I feel that I am falling in love but after a while I realize it was just a temporary crush based on beauty or being cute!

At first I thought there is something wrong with me because I can’t sense any attraction toward any man I see around anymore, but then I tried to find the reason and now I can see it.

Don’t get me wrong! I wasn't a freak who doesn't understand love; on the contrary I am desperate about it, but my heart is so worried about being played, I am so skeptical and insecure, if it is not the one! If I make a mistake! If… my experiences also didn't any help and made it worse and worse!

Finally I decided to give up, if love is out there, it’ll find me eventually, and if it is not maybe I should stop...       

State fair

When I was a little kid, we used to go to the state fair, I loved being there, I sometimes still think about those days, we had a tradition and it was always the same, we got through the gates, we watched the game machines for a few minutes and then we realized my father took the ticket for us, it was sometimes a short line and very soon we were in the air screaming and having fun!

After 3-4 times on different machines, this part of journey was over and next part started, going for dinner, it was usually just kebab and dough! Everybody loved it except me! I was always a fast-food fan but sitting under pomegranate trees, smelling scent of leaf and the most important thing being with my family was a sweet and memorable that even as a child I knew that.

My father never bought us any candy or cookie because he believed those things are harmful and unhygienic and making us sick, we used to complain a lot about it specially cotton candy on a stick was very tempting, unfortunately he never went for it and one of these days when I will be a mom with her children in a state fair, I‘ll buy them anything they want and particularly cotton candy on stick!