Fishes and ocean!

Fishes are not in my favorite animal list, I hate to say that but I rather eating them to enjoy watching them swimming around in an aquarium, maybe because they are so dull and predictable! There is nothing special about their body either! It is soft and shiny, full of scales and that’s it! No hands! No feet or remarkable tail! However some of them possess some quality in their body or behavior but nevertheless! It doesn’t interest me!

On the other hand I like crabs, lobsters, shrimps, starfishes, seahorses and octopuses! Specially the last one, even so I haven’t seen any of them in person, but I can’t hide my eager!

Next week I’ll travel to the north and if I get lucky we‘ll visit the beach for 1-2hours, I haven’t been there for a long time and I am very excited about it! I can remember old good days that I was a college student in Rasht and we used to get there more often, it almost got very casual for me standing there, watching waves crashing the shore, it made my heart beating fast and my body warm, actually I forgot the feeling so I can’t talk about it more, maybe if I see it again, it come back to me, I hope so!

Life route!

Today was not a perfect day for me, I woke up late in the morning, my head was pounding and my legs were shaky and unstable, I could barely stand on my feet and I was feeling sleepy all morning, I tried to study but I didn’t understand a word, It was exhausting being so useless and invalid, unable of doing your dairy tasks and worse of all you don’t even know why!!! It like something bad is happening for you and you are unaware of that but it is so big and nasty which infect you from its source anyway!

I don’t want to be skeptical but I can sense it! Sooner or later it will show its ugly face to me and I want to be ready for it!

Everything comes to me I’ll be ready for it, and I won’t break so easy, I believe life is like a unpredictable route! Sometimes it is hard to pass through, obstacles are too high and impossible but you are supposed to not give up and keep fighting, it is the only way to survive! you just go ahead and don't be afraid, problems going to past soon, I'll guarantee it! so let’s be strong!

Beautiful Flower

I enjoy writing most than everything and even as a child I always wanted to be a famous novelist who creates fascinating dramatic stories which everybody read it and loves it!

Love ones!

There are some people in your life that you care about them so much and like to help them, make them happy and having happy hours with them, but having those people around make you anxious and uncomfortable, when they go, you feel sad and worried, like a big hole of emptiness inside and you forget how much they were making you miserable, all these events makes you confuse and you trying to understand it, but nothing changes!

I have some of these relatives, they are not normally in our home, they live faraway and every 3-4 month, they come to our house and first feeling that rush to me is pleasure and make my heart beating, but after a while that excitement goes away and differences appears very fast, my love to them tries to make it right but always we end up suffering and we fall apart again,

Like it or not, we can’t tolerant each other and we have to stay away, but it doesn’t change the fact that the love between us!

So! I still have hope!

Butterfly

I know a child who I like so much and she has a real talent in painting, Her name is Hosna and she only has 4 years old.

My best birthday memory

Birthday never was a serious tradition in our home, I personally missed a lot of my birthdays but that doesn't mean I didn't have one at all! However it wasn't a surprise! I always knew either my mom want to celebrate it or not, I should admit some of those days were really memorable!